08/13 Stained Glass
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Mystic Congregational Church, UCC

Mystic, Connecticut

Sermon from August 13, 2006

“Stained Glass Under the Microscope”

Christopher S. Jones

Scriptures:

Psalm 130

John 6:35, 41-51

Wow!  The next time I agree to give a sermon remind me to check on the scripture reading for that day first!  These verses in John Chapter 6 can be hard to understand.  I mean, we all understand the concept of Jesus being the “bread of life”, don’t we?  We celebrated communion here in this sanctuary just last Sunday.  We all took and ate the bread that represents Jesus’ body; then we took the cup of Welch’s grape juice that represents Jesus’ blood, the blood of the new covenant that was shed so that our sins could be forgiven. But we have an advantage over Jesus’ listeners in John 6.  We know what will happen at the last supper, and on Good Friday, and finally on Easter Sunday.  Those listening in John 6 including the disciples hear Jesus say, “I am the bread of Life” but they had not yet experienced these things and then to top it off Jesus claims to have come down from Heaven when everybody knew Joseph and Mary were his parents.  How strange it must have been to be standing there listening to something you are certain cannot not be true.  Can we blame the ones who grumbled?  Can we blame the ones who up and left?  It is one thing to believe in something you can’t see but quite another to not believe in something you can see …

            I am not a minister.  I am a scientist by training, trade, and title.  I majored in Biology & Chemistry in college and studied Medicinal Chemistry in Graduate School.  Now I am a synthetic organic medicinal chemist.  I design and synthesize new chemical molecules that hopefully will help treat patients suffering from cancer some day.  I literally build molecules from pieces, just like a carpenter builds a house.  I react molecule A with molecule B to make a new molecule, molecule C.  I like to think of myself as a molecular carpenter.  It makes me feel a kinship with another carpenter we all know and love. No, not Bob Villa, the carpenter from Nazareth. 

            But unlike a carpenter who can see the house or table or cabinet he is building, I cannot “see” the molecules I create in the laboratory.  Oh, I can see the powder or the oil that zillions upon zillions of the molecules appear as together in a flask or vial, but I cannot SEE the actual molecules to differentiate them from slightly different molecules or even from altogether different molecules, at least not with my eyes.  The disciplines of physics and analytical chemistry provide us synthetic chemists with fancy tools such as the ones you see on those TV crime lab shows like CSI.  We have mass spectrometers, x-ray diffractometers, nuclear magnetic resonance spectrometers, ultraviolet and infrared spectrophotometers—all of which we use in the research labs to verify the identity of molecule C.  Remember molecule C—the one we get once we react molecule A with molecule B? 

            Why am I telling you this?  Oh yeah, because I was raised Roman Catholic.  Stay with me.  We make the connection here soon.  So I was raised Catholic.  You know, mass every Sunday, meatless Fridays, Holy Days of Obligation, and Catechism.  Being a very good student, I aced Catechism, straight A’s all the way through confirmation class (which I had to postpone because I attended science classes at Talcott Mountain Science Center in Avon, at the same time Catechism was held).  One of the many things I had to learn about was the consecration of the host during the Eucharistic prayer which is when the bread wafer, called the Host, literally became the body of Christ and the wine literally became His blood.  That’s why, during that part of the mass, we had to kneel.  There  were 4 variations of the Eucharistic Prayer, each with it’s own introductory line.  Number 2 was the quickie; #1 and #3 were much, much, much, longer.  You knew when the priest started the first line, which prayer it was going to be and let me tell you, a quiet moan could be heard among the pews if it was # 1 or # 3.

  So I was a good catholic boy through high school and until my senior year in college which is when I took classes in instrumental analysis and learned about spectrometers and spectrophotometers.  There was this one mass where it happened.  I remember it so well.  It was a normal enough mass until it came time for the Eucharistic prayer and I am thinking, “Come on #2!!!”  But the priest said he wouldn’t start until everyone was kneeling. I looked around.  The only person not kneeling was the friend whom I had brought to mass.   You see, she was in a cast from her hip to her ankle and the cast stuck out of the pew and into the aisle as unobtrusively as possible.  Surely, he couldn’t be talking about my friend.  Again, he announced that he could not begin the Eucharistic prayer until everyone in the sanctuary was kneeling and he then singled out my friend, “You in the cast”, and with that he sent her out of the sanctuary.  I was very embarrassed for my friend as she hobbled out of the sanctuary on her crutches.  When the doors closed  loudly behind her, breaking the intense silence the priest began reading Eucharistic prayer # 1.  This gave my embarrassment time to turn to anger.  It was then, while I knelt for Eucharistic prayer #1 that I realized that if I were to take that host, before the Eucharistic prayer and conduct a spectrophotometric analysis upon it I would prove that the chemical make up of the host was starch, derived from wheat.  And if I did the same analysis of the host after the Eucharistic prayer, the instrument would reveal that the host was still composed of starch, derived from wheat, not protein, fat, and keratin derived from human flesh.  I realized right there and then that I didn’t believe in the Transfiguration.

I couldn’t be Catholic any more, at least that’s what one priest said.  I got a second opinion.  The second priest was more apathetic.  He waved his hands and said it was okay so long as I didn’t go around professing this fact to others.  But in my mind I knew, that if I didn’t believe in this particular tenant of my faith, I could not in good faith remain a Roman Catholic. Yet, as a scientist, I could not ignore a chemical truth. 

Imagine how Galileo must have felt, discovering the scientific proof of the Copernican cosmos; that the earth and planets revolved around the sun and that the Earth (and, by association, MAN) was not the center of the universe as had been accepted by the church..  Galileo was a scientist but also a man of faith.  Therefore, he found no inconsistencies with the scientific truth he discovered and the spiritual truth of the Bible, but the Holy Roman Catholic Church of his day sure did.  The church was steeped in tradition—tradition which it mistakenly valued to the same degree as the Holy Bible itself.  Galileo’s valiant attempt to change the church cost him dearly, both personally and professionally, and although the change did occur, it was painfully slow in coming.  I, on the other hand, opted for finding a Protestant Church home that believed Holy Communion to be a beautiful remembrance of Christ’s sacrifice for us and not a literal transfiguration.  I guess I wasn’t up for trying to fight the Pope on the Transfiguration. 

You see, Science, my vocation, has a long history of shedding light on the mysteries of the physical world from understanding the biochemistry of photosynthesis, to understanding weather, geology, oceanography, nuclear physics, and even medicinal chemistry.  But science is limited to the physical world.  Human beings are physical beings but we are also spiritual beings.  And that is where religious truth reigns, in the spiritual world.  I am often asked by non scientist friends if it is difficult to be a Christian and a scientist.  I don’t think it is any harder to be a Christian and a scientist than it is to be a Christian and a banker, or administrative assistant, or teacher, or minister.

If anything, being a scientist who studies the intricacies of the biological mechanisms of life and disease, as well as the physical nature of molecules and their reactivity, makes me appreciate just how well designed, how complicated, how diverse, how fragile yet robust life is, you know that mystical WOW experience.  Have you ever had that experience?  It often comes to us in nature, at the seashore, on a quiet lake, or a barren dessert.  I experienced it again just about 2 weeks ago.  My family and I went on a whale watch off of Provincetown.  We were blessed to be among a dozen or more humpback whales as well as a few finback whales and Minke whales.  They are so magnificent, so large yet so graceful, the way their backs rise up out of the water and then their large flukes follow, extend upwards and then slip back into the depths.  We even got to see a calf show off a full spinning breach.  It was amazing—amazing to see, amazing to share with my wife and daughters, and amazing that God in his infinite wisdom put these beautiful creatures in the oceans. 

People sometimes ask me how I can reconcile the inconsistencies between religion and science?  And my answer is, “It’s easy.  Science is literal.  It sheds light on the mysteries of our physical life in the physical world.  My faith, my religion, my Christianity, sheds light on the mysteries of our spiritual lives as they occur in both the physical world and in the spiritual world.  The two complement each other.  Einstein once said, “Science without religion is lame, and religion, without science, is blind”.  I don’t want to be lame or blind!  Einstein saw that as people of faith we need to be aware of and understand both science and religion.

For me, the two intermingle frequently.  At work, I am on an e-mail prayer chain that has a global reach among fellow Christian Employees, many of them scientists.  It is a daily habit to receive the e-mail and take a few moments to pray for those who have asked for prayers from our global prayer ministry.  We call ourselves prayer warriors.  We rejoice when we get word that our prayers have been answered, and are accepting when we find out our requests were not God’s will.  I often feel quite religious in the lab as well.  Just the other day, I was re-crystalizing a new molecule and looking at the crystals under the microscope in my lab and this is what I saw …

I immediately thought of the stained glass windows in a church.   I felt like I was standing on Holy Ground, right there in my laboratory, working at a vocation I felt called to, using my science to try to help people who are suffering, and I felt as if, at least in that moment, all was right with my physical and spiritual worlds. 

The passage in John’s scripture is not literal but rather spiritual.  Jesus’ body did not arrive by coming down from Heaven; His spirit did.  Jesus IS the Bread of Life but He  does not want us to take a bite out of His arm and taste pumpernickel.  He wants us to ingest His words and his teachings, He wants us to make them a part of us, a part of our physical lives by following His example so that we may share with Him in the riches of His Father’s kingdom in heaven and live forever.  And you know, communion is a wonderful symbol of the sacrifice Jesus made for us.  By eating bread together and drinking that Welch’s grape juice we remember that Jesus is the Bread of Life.  Amen.